i came to realise that as i dun own a diary, my outpouring of feelings is (in)conveniently done here, please, tolerate me can dear Philippians? :)
This is our blog! I'm part of Philippians! :D

Decision is finally made, after sitting on it in the past 2 tense days.
when 2 equally important activities clash, i wish i can split into 2, duplicate the timeslot.
lack of communication, and foresight on my part upset both parties.
made me review my commitments, responsibilities and priorities in both church and YFC ministry.
whatever it is, i'm sorry.
i've successfully tangled myself in this web.
i guess whats more important is that, when a similar situation arises, which will come more often than ever now i'm in the worship team, i will know how to deal with it.
i will be clear of the 'why' which hardly fails to stump me each time.

Thank God, for making me stronger through this experience, not that i've done well.

when its not the first time i've gone through this ordeal, i've began to doubt my ability to handle these difficult periods. urgh.

so, so difficult.

alvin chia