i kinda feel that i'm losing my students. I'm only concerned about bringing them out for st.E, well at least i feel that thats the priority now, in order to meet the target of 18. But have i neglected their spiritual growth in God's Word? i dunno, i'm very confused.. Lord, help me to be genuinely concerned for them.. basically this whole week i'm not dedicating it to meeting them, just st.E & contact work. it was originally planned to do with them, but some of them are so busy. oh no, i'd better do something quick. i feel like i'm wasting my time.

my biological bro is diving thousands of feet off the air tomorrow. He said pray for him. Petrifying it is to think about it. the insecurities.

worried me,
vin