surprise, surprise!

i'm out for a pit-stop. haha.. this came as sudden & unexpected as that of Roger Federer losing in the early rounds. ha..

well, I'm forced to go for this NTU interview (Mass Communication). I didn't want to go for it, coz i knew beforehand i can't, when i called my sergeant during my bookout to ask (this rescheduled date is in the middle of SIT-test-a major thingy needed to complete for BMT), and anyway i've already gotten a place in NUS. So i left it hanging there. Who knows, yesterday i was hauled over by my platoon commander and apparently they, meaning higher authorities, knew about it. And silly me i didn't cancel the appointment, meaning i will get the company into trouble for missing it if i didn't turn up coz NTU may accuse the company for holding me back. But the consequence that arise is that I will have to go for a re-SITtest (coz my initial book-out timing was 8am), implying that i'll have to walk another 12km, go through the same things all over again, burning my weekend on 1 June.
So yesterday evening i frantically borrowed my Commanding Officer's hp to call to delay my interview timing to a later one, so that i will not miss the important part, so that i will not have to go for re-SITest.

in the end, I'm safe! haha... i feel so privileged to be back home for some time of rest, get a good shower, some good meals :)

just now, just before i left. the accessor questioned me: 'if you are given a choice to become an officer or a commander, will you want to?'
my reply: 'no, i will choose not to, i can't commit the time'

Do you think i'm foolish and unwise? Its really bothering me. i think my reply was slipshot, and i'm actually not thinking from God's viewpoint! badness. pray for me k? please. how can i be so unthinking?!

Vin