I've just submitted my first ever graded assignment this afternoon. It was a big struggle to complete it. But its good training though. I had make a sudden change to my news angle, and the difficult part was because there weren't any specific issue to write about. We were supposed to go find our own story.

Last night I even went to meet up with Esther and LiQun for dinner, my 2 JC classmates. I havent met up with Esther since we left school, which makes it like almost 3 years? I've missed all the gatherings during the 3 silent years. hahaa.. So when she initiated a meet up last Monday, I readily agreed to it, not knowing about the bomb that would come the day after. So I couldn't miss our dinner appointment yesterday, and we had a good time nonetheless.

I reached home at 930pm, terribly worried and growing flustered and freaking out coz I was yet to start on my assignment. Coz I hadn't written a draft first, anything could go wrong. So wrote with trembling hands, afraid of the potential threats that could very well throw me off my track. like a ticking time bomb u know... What if I suddenly found out that my story has no issue? What if its inappropriate? What if the sources are irrelevant? What if I couldn't finish writing a good story in time for submission before my brain starts to shut down?

Thankfully I steadied myself and slowly punched in words to form paragraphs, erased entire paragraphs, shifted their positions... Thank God I managed to finish writing it :)

Thank God for He gave me creativity. Our God is a creative God too :) He created everything unique, and according to their kinds.

Hmm, i'm just thinking... Since I found it so hard to complete a supposedly easy assignment, I think its frightening to think about how I'm gonna get through the harder assignments to come. But hey, trust in the LORD, for He is good :) yep

vin