hi. i'm feeling so tired now.
Physical tiredness from the past few days in church camp. Mentally numbed thinking about whats coming up immediately after today. i'll be attending both junior and senior Camp Orion - a Christian camp organised by SYFC. (30Nov- 3 Dec, 5 Dec- 8 Dec).

with the knowledge that the camp will probably drain me of all my energy ( carrying our haversacks, moving around Singapore completing obstacles + 1 Peter bible study, different campsites), i'm praying that God will grant me the stamina, and perseverence. i'm excited, but at the same time, i know it'll take a heavy toll on me as a group leader/participany. pray that i'll be an encouragement to my members.

Oh man, i'll be missing the coverage of the SEA Games, most of it, now, i'm really really sad and disappointed. How i hate it these few days when i felt so detached with the rest of the world, especially the Biennial Games. *sad, sad, sad :( :( :(*
felt so relieved when Pastor brought the newspaper yesterday
i guess it wouldnt make much of a difference anyway if i were to catch it, with 1/2 hour of live coverage which only screens the highlights daily. really ridiculous you know, how do you expect Singaporeans to render their support for the TEAM when there're no live events shown (except Opening & Closing ceremony & the soccer matches-which is a waste of time watching, given the consistently dire performance they put up. Can't they screen niche sports , i think more Singaporeans will bother to support Joscelin Yeo or Ronald Susilo or Li Jia Wei, names that have made it up there in the competitive world stage. Its so so silly, we're only allowed to view local workers tugging away in vain in a barren field instead of watching our athletes extracting gold from a rich mine.
Nonetheless, nothing will deter me from obtaining the latest results. get it over the internet.


church camp was a success in certain areas.
thank God for the smooth execution of progs, well done, committee members!
thank God for i grew closer to my group-mates.

i'll keep the rest of the thoughts to myself.

rest well guys.
alvin chia