'i'm fine'

i've been absent here for too long a time that i've accumulated a rich farrago of things/thoughts that have corralled into a space deep within my recesses that threaten to spillover, or explode. too many things to share with you that is well out of the comfortable reach of conversing even when we meet eye to eye over a cup of mocha. its not your fault, i know its primarily mine. We all have different vocations, occupied with activities so different and our schedules are a starking contrast in difference. But nonetheless i just thank God that we get to meet each other at least for a few hours set apart by all of us to commune in church. That just proves it all isn't it, we may be spending 6 days of a week doing different things, but we'll still give each other that brother/sisterly smile or ask that question of 'how are you' that is heartening. Although you can't understand fully the struggles i face when we part from church falling back to our steady rhythms of life, i believe that you care and love me. haha :)


vin