nothing much has changed since i ordied, and to my disbelief, its been a month since that very day that I retrieved my pinkic. I've been trying to make this time as useful and meaningful as I can, but I can't help but feel a little lazy sometimes. Probably its because I'm taking this time to compensate for all the sufferings that I've been through in NS. But i'm unsettled, because I've never been in this position of purely waiting and being only uncertain about things. You see, in the past, even though I'll be waiting, at least I've a form of consistent routine to follow and stick to while I ponder about the uncertainty, or any new and exciting ventures into the uncertain future. I guess the value I can gain from this will be the one on patience.

In the meantime, I've got many other things to settle and deal with in the pipeline. As each day passes by, its coming at me, and growing in size. Kinda scary.

vin