Going for Camp 2 tomorrow.
really dreading it, i'm afraid of the unknown.
the previous one ended on a note that shook me so bad, the hardest i've been hit spiritually thus far, in the 5 years as a Christian.
i fear this camp, my gut feeling tells me that i'm not gonna complete the camp without any emotional stirs and shocks.

been removed from being a group leader, because of my incapability in leading the students in failing to see my direction & purpose in being their leader. (at least that was how i viewed it)

i'm awaiting the impending earthquake to strike, i'm standing at the epicenter.

My father has got the whole world in His hands,
alvin chia