hi Ppians.

you guys have been a very caring and loving bunch of people. thanks a lot for all the concern and support and encouragements you've shown towards me.

i'm no longer blinded by my arrogance and pride, but raising self-awareness through humility.
everything is no longer bounded by my feelings, but growth is through being rational and thinking.

I see how God has tossed me into this web, causing me to feel so helpless & puny.
For 24 hours, i was alone, weeping profusely in confusion and in shame.
However God never fails to deliver me, even in dire circumstances.
He tore me apart, so that i can seek Him, with the knowledge of how disabled i am, how incapable, tiny & crippled i actually am, i can accomplish nothing without Him.

i've learnt to be humble, to come before the Almighty One to seek His help to empower me.
To be open to accept criticisms, rebukes.
To think wisely, not rashly & carelessly.

As what Hsiao Ling had mentioned, although she empathises with me, & knows how agonizingly painful i feel, I'll have to struggle through the pain myself, protecting me will not do me any good. Just like a child who is learning how to walk, falling is part of the learning process itself, a good mum just can't take everything into her hands, it may lead to the downfall of her child.

thank God for His perfect moulding plan for me.
thank God for He revealed what He wanted to tell me through talking with all my previous bible study teachers. it has indeed put into light so many things.

My discovery journey isn't completed yet,
its an arduous journey,

1 of my prev Bible Study teacher told me:

Repentance towards God,
Humility before Man.

Keep Discovering, (Emirates Airline Commercial)
Alvin Chia